This blog deals with my personal battle against eyecancer (choroidal melanoma).

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

(visualize) total annihilation

bad news all the way. due to the tumor size and some measurements the doctors were able to do during the tantalum clips operation it was suggested to me to add a chemotherapy for safety reasons even if no metastasis is currently visible. i should start within six weeks. it's my decision. i'll get to meet dr. v. on 11th april to discuss things.

i was hoping that after these two weeks i would slowly get back to normal and now this additional challenge lies ahead. i'm stuck in a spiral.

-pj